I went in search of myself several years ago, unaware that I was lost! With hindsight it is a lot clearer to me where, when, how and why my life went pear shaped. I can't say "wrong", as I see positivity in the down side of ALL things... We learn a great deal from our "miss-takes".

After an unsuccessful marriage, and another disastrous relationship I thought it was time I stood on my own two feet and took responsibility for my actions and to find out why I attracted negative partners, so I joined a development circle thinking I would like to be one of the great clairvoyants, mediums, or something along those lines.

Back then if I had been told what was in store for me I suppose I would have never believed it. Every week I would walk through the park to be with nature, before taking my place in the development circle with my Reiki tutor. During the week I would study and meditate, finding my own path, stripping myself of all physical illusions and materialistic, mundane elements. I listened to what my holistic being truly needed, learning from every belief systems (i.e.) religions, paganism, witchcraft, etc...
After a lot of thought and study I came to the conclusion that when you put all these religions, rites, and rituals together and look at them with an objective eye, the basic foundation is LOVE.

Why then is there so much destruction in the world? The answer is obvious.
So as a holistic healer it frustrated me to know that I could not make a difference in healing the Earth as a whole, so I decided that if I could help alleviate people one by one, little by little, by way of enlightening and showing them how to become aware of themselves and taking responsibility for their actions. That, to me is a positive achievement.

In the beginning I found my journey to be one of immense emotional pain, but worth every moment. Now life has great meaning to me. I have also learned that we create our own world, good or bad. I now know that life is a journey and not a destination, so every moment of everyday I am learning and loving it. If the unexpected happens and I fall, a valuable lesson will be learned. "The universal recognition and spirituality has given my family and myself an abundance of love, peace, harmony, health and creativity. I love working with pride and sensitivity. I love life with all it's ups and downs".
We are all unique individuals with our own special journey, each and every one a special soul, it's all within if we take the time to look.

Oscar Wilde once said "to love ones self is the beginning of a beautiful romance".